I don’t feel like I really belong at college. It used to bother me, but now I pretend to have this filter where I pick and choose what I like and what I don’t like. I don’t really like having information shoved down my throat on a regular basis. I don’t like intellectual masturbation. I don’t really like that raging parties are the pinnacle of fun. I don’t like random hookups. I don’t like seeing people all of the time, and most of all, I don’t like that I can’t choose when people see me. I can’t just show them the good days. They see everything, and I see everything, and my pretend filter stops working because there is so much of everything. But something is missing.
I want something.

